The girlfriend of leading football superstar Spencer Webb is now opening up about her life after giving birth to a beautiful baby boy.

The new mother is breaking her silence for the first time about her difficult journey and what it feels like to be a single parent after her lover’s death.

Kelly Kay went into detail about how her partner died in her arms, way before she could tell him that she was pregnant with his child. And she is now recalling those emotional moments, one moment at a time.

“It’s just been so hard. Every time I look at my baby, I can see him. They resemble so much and I just wish he was there with me to celebrate the birth of our child”- Kelly explained.

She says that there is no bigger and better blessing in the world than seeing her baby in her arms, cuddling and caressing him. But to be able to tell him someday that his daddy is no more is something that she can never be prepared for.

Kelly says her partner was her world and his tragic death just left this huge hole in her life. And with the baby on board, she’s trying hard to heal but knows that nothing can ever fill that void completely.

“Nothing can ever replace him but my baby whose name is Baby Spider has a unique annotation to his dad’s last name Web”- she continued.

Kelly plans to take everything one step at a time, as she feels super emotional all the time when the topic comes up. For her, the baby means everything and she knows that her man is watching from above, seeing what a beautiful little boy he is.

“I will do everything to keep Webb’s memory alive. He will always be a special part of our life”- she added.